Time freaking flies. It’s crazy to think we’re halfway through the year. My biggest accomplishment to date is this site. Thanks to the fans I continue to spill my thoughts (secrets) on the internet. Viewership has been steadily increasing, and I can’t wait to see where I’ll be in December. Having your own site is neat because every time something happens to you (good or bad) you have somewhere to talk about it. I was reading through my old posts the other night, and honestly I was impressed with myself. In person I can never find the right words to say. Irl I just blurt out the first things that come to me. The edit button is my best-friend. I get to take a step back, re-read, re-evaluate, re-compose. Forever wishing that was an option in real life. I truly feel as though I’ve changed so much since the beginning of summer, let alone since January. I’ve disclosed so much on this blog, and I still feel as though I’ve barely scratched the surface.
You guys don’t even know what kind of posts are in store once I deal with heartbreak, graduate college, move away, etc. I hope to continue writing until my final days so just know there’s always more to come. Currently, there’s surplus of drafts I need to edit through, but lately I haven’t been in the right mindset. Working through my demons by writing about them.
It’s mind-boggling to me that writing is something I took on in College. I kid you not in High School I bombed every essay assigned to me. Freshman year a group of guys actually passed around an essay I wrote because it was such garbage. Glad to know it’s always possible to grow in life and prove others wrong.